" So..you mean that she is like a robot now?"
" yeahh.. it seems like that"
" But i know that robot is a robot and...i can't believe it. How could she still act like a human?"
" I also notice that one but it's hard to explain also. It's just an expirement one but i don't know how it works like that"
" Question ko lang po if maayos niyo po siya, can we go outside?"
"Yes you can but, it must be a secret because as far as people know she is already died"
" Opo Dad!"
it's hurt for me .. kailangan pa bang itago?? para kaming may kasalanan dahil sa ginagawa namin but i realize also that it is for our own sake also kaya i need to be careful.
After a weeks passed of experimenting, Me and Kailyn are happy together. We are just like before if we are together. Our sweet moments and naughtiness, i will not forget it. It seems that i am in my past now,. May mga panahon rin talaga na napapaluha nalang ako dahil sa kanya dahil i can't reveal the future to know what happen to her. Nawawalan nalang siya na malay. Ay oo nga pala kinokontrol nalang namin siya. I know that even she is like that , she is tired also. Kaya sa mga araw na magkasama kami ngayon ay nilulubos ko na. My parents also know about our situation and sobrang nag-aalala sila sakin dahil mas lalao ko pa kasing sinasaktan ang sarili ko. At first, they will not believe me,,, sino ba namang maniniwala dun na pang fairytale lang yun diba? So , i prove it to them.
Until one day, fortunately, we got married. Unfortunately, 2 weeks after our wedding something happen to her. Her Dad can't control her anymore and all of thetime nasa bed nalang siya nakahiga. What did her father do??? Puro electricity nalang ang nasa katawan niya just to control her. She can let her eyes open but she can't talk and even move. It's her father last choice. From now on, nasa kwarto nalang talaga siya. Dinadalaw dalaw nalang namin at kinakausap. Hindi ko nga mapigilang lumuha eveerytime i talk to her.
When i go down on the elevator, all lights are blackout. I can't see anything. MY tears falls down again and again ...panu ba naman kasi nkuryente nalang ang nagpapabuhay kay Kailyn. ANG sakit sa pakiramdam diba? My girlfriend is like a robot. Yung tipong nabubuhay nalang siya pag may kuryente na kumukontrol sa kanya. Like her, even though that she has a chance for the another life but this life is just a fake one dahil gawa gawa lang. Kaw kaya, you will know na all of your life in your relationship it's all plan and nothing is serious into it. How would you feel? But in my case kahit ganun siya... siya parin si Kailyn na minahal ko, nakilala ko at nakasama ko.
i never thought that it will happen to me kung kelan marami na kaming pinagsamahan. From those times that i knew her, i will still the same as she know me also. I don't know how to accept those hard feelings but as a part of our life... LIFE IS IMPERMANENCE. right??
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