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Could You Love A Freak?

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Could You Love A Freak?

Chapter 1

by User avatar 1554951881 Dead Inside 2 mins.

I don’t know what happiness is nor can I show sadness...I don’t get mad, or Embarrassed. I’ve never been scared or surprised. Great time for school….If I see Ameria I’ll show a “smile” or that’s what I thought it’s called. Anyways let's just get going

~at school~

I head to my locker and I noticed a note “meet me in the back. Under the cherry blossom tree after school.” This is...weird normally this doesn’t happen. I bet this is a joke. After that, I start to head to class when i see a familiar face in the crowd. Ameria looked at me and smiled widely. She’s never this happy

“MIZU.” She waved and started walking towards me i wave back as she gets closer. “Not even a hello?” She pouts a little

“Fine. hi” i said in a monotone voice as she smiled again we start to head to class when she noticed the note in my hand and smirked

“You got a crush?” i shake my head “that's a prank?’ I nod “that’s stupid”

“I have a feeling on who it is...just not sure if it’s them”I could see as she was talking about it she got nervous.

“O-oh. Who?”

“I’m just gonna see what happens,”I stated. She sighs

“If you say so. I’m not gonna say anymore.” she walked away. That’s not something she usually does she mostly just clings to me wherever we go. Anyways I get to class and noticed that the teacher was earlier than usual. That means something good has happened.

¨Mrs. Aasu. you're late. Why is that ?¨ she looked at me and raised a curious eyebrow.

¨I got stopped by someone... I wasn't meaning to Mrs...¨ I go to my seat and noticed Ameria was crying a little. Why is she crying? She's always so happy. Now she has this sad face on. Did I do this to her? Or someone else. Whoever it was will have hell with her later. After class, I walked up to her “you ok? This isn’t like you”

“Oh like a freak like you would know…” she quickly covered her mouth “s-sorry Mizu”

“Don’t be. I’m used to it”

“How? I’ve never called you that”

“Not by you other people,” i said as i pointed to one of the kids from earlier “seems they’ve figured it out before you did” I started to walk away when she grabbed my sleeve and turned me around I was wrong it was her boyfriend “what do you need Joseph?”

“Why are you always around ameria? It seems creepy you can clearly tell she thinks you a freak also. Isn’t that what she just-”

“Joseph. Don’t speak to her like that. I was mad as you can tell I’m ok now. I wasn’t meaning to call her that. Actually, I just remembered something. We’re through. I hate how you treat Mizu”

“You don’t have that choice”

“Yes, I do. You don’t own me.” I nodded at her notion. She grabbed my arm and pulled me out of the classroom. “Stay away from Joseph understand?”

“I guess” I don’t care about what happens. I just can’t care .that’s why I get called a freak. I’m an emotionless person. I can’t feel anything. Why would Ameria be “friends” with me? Anyways i have to go meet that mysterious person after next hour. let's just get this day over with

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My first gay story. R E E E E. It's cringey


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Beth @Beth
Yes. I love this so much So im guessing the the character can't feel?